Last edited on: 09/14/25

Changing Identity, Interpersonal Conflicts

I keep having to change this page periodically since I keep changing I guess. One of the issues I’ve been running into regarding my businesses and projects is privacy versus publicity. In theory, I want to reach many potential clients and many potential readers. However, since it’s impossible to be on great terms with eight billion people I also don’t want all the details of my ‘life’ and thoughts to be available to everyone with internet access. Specifically not available to people I went no contact with; sigh. Testing the extremes, I did try monklike solitude and self-erasure before. I’m glad I tried it out for a while to see how it panned out. However, it seemed like I’d be able to make more of a positive impact if I kept one foot inside of the capitalist economy, and one foot outside it as far as helping with the RBE transition.

Organizing The Information

It’s also hard deciding what to put on my separate webpages versus in blog posts or to let them overlap somewhat. And then I keep changing as a person and changing my mind so even after I publish new content I keep going back to delete it or edit it later ;_; Lowkey this WordPress website building platform has been driving me crazy, maybe it’s just my looong learning curve. I used the GoDaddy website building platform in the past but WordPress has more options and can be customized more. Also my perfectionism has been an issue and I don’t want to admit the amount of caffeine I had to drink today to break through my writer’s block that’s been dragging on for months.

Current Interests

  • resource based economy
  • The Venus Project
  • Traditional Chinese Medicine, specifically herbal formulas
  • free housing, creating communes, housing innovations
  • freely shared ideas and innovations
  • crowdfunding, creative financing strategies
  • youth empowerment
  • public education reform
  • studying ADD-PI, from western and eastern perspectives
  • neurotransmitter levels/changes and viewing them from the perspective of TCM
  • trying to become financially independent in order to leave the workforce and become an activist. or at minimum not a potential burden
  • difficult decisions when trying to manage self interest and hedonism versus self sacrifice and long term projects/objectives
  • self discovery and self awareness, internal operating system
  • self actualization, ascension. Not sure if I have it in me anymore, I feel tired from pushing myself very far for a very long time and not seeing many benefits come from it. This might be my permanent plateau.
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